December 18, 2005

M.I.A again

Hi all,

Again and again, around and around, i feel like i'm doing more magic then David Copperfield. What's going on with my life.

Life is good, i have a healthy love life with my partner and many great loving colleagues & ex colleagues around me, what more can i hope for. I love my MUM very much, my family is very much together, as much as i want it to be, in my acknowledgment, and having gorgeous niece and handsome nephew too.

Still, deep within, how melancholy one get or rather, i get, who knows? NOBODY. But it's gotten the attention of my partner.

I just happen to know that only yesterday, that my partner had a blogg as well. I don't know how it happen and why he didn't tell me before hand although i know he's got this sudden interest in reading other people blogg! Particularly this XxXxXxXxXxXxXxXx.. and the many links from this XxXxXxXxXxXx...

Just too bad my blogg is not interesting enough says him and my blogg is such a bore. I felt HURT. No problem, i'll try to lighten up. No worry, i'll be back on my feet again.

However, why am i so MELANCHOLY, i think i'm always in this "depression mode", it's really quite scary folks, PLEASE, if anyone wishes to discuss this with me or needed someone to talk to, please, you may contact me, i will get you out of that, but please don turn around and rescue me, haha... That's easier said then done right, here's me having my own problems and yet i want to help others? Ops! should i erase this? Nah... I'll have to be honest, i am good at this and i can definitely help you out here, but of cos, it's very much up to each individual.

Ok, let's move on.

Yesterday, 17th December. My partner had the sudden urge to get himself a digital camera. Thus, i ask him why and he say he want to take pic and post in his own logg, and that's how i got to know of it after much forcing and threatening of actions if he's not going to tell me. I get my way eventually, but quite shock. Hmm... Why am i so reluctant to show myself to the Whole Wide World? Maybe i am just not comfortable about it. Why again, i really don't know, please help me.

Oh, by the way, for those who knows me well enough, i kind of can get abit out of context at times, but overall, it's for the joy of reading one's blogg ain't that so, haha. Yup, so he got a digital camera and insist of me using it and he's gona use my digital camera instead. OK, no problem, i love the camera too, really cool functions, i'll take some pic and show ya dudes and babes soon.

That's all for now, i've got to go and rest and start another maniac depression monday blues. How sad is that. Ops, i'm back at the part again.

I always love you all.

XO

1 Comments:

At 11:29 PM , Blogger Daniel Lim said...

hey, it's not u 'forcing' it out fm me leh... more like me 'volunteering' the infor tat i hav a blog too lor...

know u r in yr depression 'mode'...happens often...

cheer up ok, me at yr side!

 

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