Loneliness
How are you today? Is everything okay in your work place? Your friends still very much in touch with you? Been meeting any one up lately to rekindle the fun and laughters you had and shared among?Seriously, when was the last time you ever thought you had fun, unlike the good ole days.
It came a time, when you suddenly felt that you are all alone. Even a matter of factly, when you are engaged to soneone, do you ever felt that way? It will all pour down heavily if you so happen to have a quarrel, that would affect you tremendously. You'll be asking yourself, what went wrong, is it the sudden outburst of words exchange that one can't handle, and before you're given the chance to proof yourself that it won't happen ever again, you're being wrongly accused with "hey, what's the point, you'll do it again, anyway..." Afterall, we are human beings too. Nobody is perfect, tell me who is perfect.
Then again, if you're being constantly reminded that you can't do this, you can't do that, you must remember this, you must remember that, ops, a slip of tongue, saying the wong thing you're back in hell, YOU SUFFER! How dreadful.
Life is short, do we want to restrict ourselves, with the dos and don'ts? But it's not that difficult too. And having to adhere to the rules and conditions set by both parties too. Is that too much to ask for? What am i blaberring now? I really don't know. I only know i am having a bad stomachache since last night and head spinning non stop. I am sick in the head I think. Is that a good sign, or am I just an old hag now, nothing better to do then to blog such ridiculous notes for all to read. But who would read, and even if you do read, do you understand what's going on in my sick head too.
Can't think further, need to sleep now.
Later.

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